Current standing

 This space is going to be an accumulation of my inner journey.

The days are meek

It's the same things day after day

Shutdown, waiting, hoping

The moments that are slighted, one slash and a sting

No words to respond, let it go let it be let it sting

It's nothing new

Don't know where I stand

I go one thinking there is something different there

Who am I fooling, seems like no one but me

But hope is what I live for hope is what I live through

I broken

my hearts not the same

It's no whole

It's been in pieces since that day

I can't put it back together

i can only understand

and process, each memory a little differently

not that it matter, not that it changes anything

Something to soothe my inner woes

Just as broken as before

Nothing changing